CRAZED

Wow...where to begin? Life is crazy right now. It's stressful, it is incredibly wearing, and it has taken me to a whole new level of semi-conscious living that I didn't even know existed. In contrast however, it is wonderful and worthwhile (hopefully) and finally it's sunny outside! So stinkin' much has happened this month and I haven't blogged about any of it. I'll warn you now-after May 6th, I'm willing to bet that I will be bombarding blogger with post after post after post. I really wish that I could document everything that has been going on while it's happening, but I simply do not have the time.

Unlike some of the other days this week, which have been long and tiring, today was wonderful! I got to sleep in! Getting 10 hours of sleep last night was simply the best remedy for this week that I could have asked for! Thank you to my mom, sister, nephew and ESPECIALLY dad for remembering my incessant yet kind reminders last night to "pretty pretty please be quite in the morning so that I can sleep in". This week only 1 day did I get 8 hours of sleep. The rest were between 5 and 7. Let's just say that I have been pretty out of it this week. (I know I sound like quite the whiner, but in Psych we are learning about sleep right now and my teacher-LOVE HER-said that it really is true that adults need 8 hours of sleep each night and that teenagers need 9 or 10. My body and mind simply cannot function on 5!) But again, that magic date, after May 6 I'll be able to sleep again ha ha!

I know that I am just rambling and making no sense whatsoever so let me try to clear things up. May 6 I take the AP American History test and right now my teacher is pounding us with reviews. Luckily Mr. Harris is an amazing teacher who has been teaching this for...who knows how long, and really knows what he is doing. So these reviews are not for nothing. I am remembering so much from the beginning of the year and starting to lose some of my nervousness about the test. Hopefully in the end it will all be worth it and I will pass the test. If not, at least I'll know that I did my very best and I'll have no reason to be ashamed about it. Truly that's how I feel which is pretty crazy for me because I'm kind of a perfectionist and failing a test is not exactly something that's up my alley. But hey-I'm doing my best and will continue to-even if it kills me ha ha!

On a completely different note, I cannot stop thinking about the cabin. It pops into my mind a minimum of 3 times a day. July 1 will be a lovely day! Well I've got to go get a start on my AP review-May 6. I will have lots of updating posts after that I promise!